Some thoughts to contemplate:
Source is with us all the time. This is something that the competitive world would like for you to believe is not so but they are wrong. We are in constant connection with source.
Keep this idea in mind - When you hear yourself complain that the Universe (source, God, the force, or what ever you want to call it) is just not giving you what you want and has abandoned you could it be the other way around? If you are the constant in every problem you identify, then you are the fly in the ointment and you are the one that needs to make some changes. The Universe is doing its job. Are you doing yours?
To hear and commune with source means understanding what source sounds like and feels like and looks like. That is the personal part of our journey because each one of us will hear and see it differently. It requires time and focus and searching for the tools that will work for you.
Knowing this does not mean that you remove yourself from the rest of the world. On the contrary, we are citizens of this world as well and must make the effort to forge a connection(s) as that is part of growth. Life demands growth and it will create it according to what images and thinking we give it.
Viewing the World card and the Sun Card can reinforce the images for understanding this further. In the mean time, don’t ever give up; just find another way. If you are one of those people that consistently fail then it means you are repeating a pattern that does not work for you. Try a new one.